Wednesday, January 4, 2012

now walk.

Now hear my love for you.

I'm excited to be alive. Even in the depths of misery, I revel in the feeling because I am alive and I just know I'll get out even stronger. (I'm not in misery right now, much unlike Adam Levine's lamenting over his girlfriend mauling him on the street. Har dee har for unnecessary reference to music videos.)

I'm excited about several things this year. One of them being the movies that will be coming out. First off the top of my head is The Avengers.

I have made a resolution to continue and improve my slow and gradual shift to healthier sleeping times. I sleep at about an average of 2 AM nowadays and while many might balk at that hour, believe me when I say that's an improvement from my previous sleeping habits. Now due to obligations, I have to wake up early every day so hopefully the long days will cause me to fall asleep easily by 11 PM to 12 AM.

Now it is already 1:15 AM :/


Sunday, December 4, 2011

when you're in the world :)

How wonderful life is...

My dad was telling me about one of his housemates during his time studying in Australia. Every time he took a shower, this housemate would carry a small amount of Fab in his palm to the bathroom. If you forgot what Fab is (considering the myriad of brands we have now)...


This is Fab. It is a concentrated laundry detergent.

And this housemate would use Fab to wash his hair to get a fresh scent...

I laughed and said oh my goodness that's so weird! My dad mock-whispered to me: "Don't tell anyone this...he was Malaysian, too!"

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I ate the softest fluffiest and most delicious buns today - homemade and hot from the oven. I'd say I'll post up pictures and ingredients and how to make them, but I know that's not going to happen, and if you're familiar with this space, you'll also know that's not going to happen :P

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P.S.: That housemate was probably trying to save money.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

on the line

And it was your heart...

A while ago, while waiting for the lift to arrive after saying goodbye to Michele for what might possibly be the last time, I was feeling melancholic as I looked out of the window toward Melbourne city. I love the picture that a city lit up for the night makes. I stood staring - transfixed, really -  for moments, for once glad that the lift was slow in reaching me. My heart clenched and unclenched.

I was brought back to that feeling I had in 2008, on my first night on exchange in Japan. Touched down in Narita International Airport, Tokyo. I swear, guys, the feeling you get when you finally reach the place you've been yearning to go... 

I had been longing for Japan for ages and when I finally got settled down under the comforters of the hotel bed, I could hardly sleep for the thumping in my chest and the looping echo in my head: "I'm in Japan. This is my first night in Japan. I'm really here." I crawled out of bed and went to sit at the window sill looking at the night lights and the winking headlights of cars moving along the maze of roads. My heart swelled and my body felt like I couldn't contain it. According to books, that's what falling in love feels like. Well, I suppose I will forever be at least a little bit in love with Japan.

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The view of a  very familiar street - Swanston Street, Melbourne CBD's busiest.
Photo credit to kyspeaks.com 

The picture above was taken from the same building that I've stayed in for the past two years. That street you're looking at, I've walked down it many times now. I've headed to Woolies in Queen Victoria Village (affectionately known as QV), walked to Melbourne Central to catch trains, sat on the grass in front of the State Library, countless suppers in Chinatown, took a trundling tram up and down Swanston Street... I'm moving elsewhere for the remaining semester I have in Melbourne. A semester's really only about five months. Five months left in Melbourne! Wow. That's...

...really short.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

there it is, the :3


What is this cuteness, seriously. What.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

and gone

Gee thanks for your dishonesty and veiled suggestions and non-help. I really should have realised from seeing it happen to others.

Just one of those times where I don't have the energy to brush it off and make excuses for others. I am disappointed, and I don't feel like negating that today.


Sigh, there I let it out. Diffusive.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

a dream that keeps waking me

Love is really nothing but...


 

Monday, October 31, 2011

excuse me adam levine wtf r u doin


Nothin much just chillin out with this wall here with my arms over my head